Why can't I burst?
There's just so much I want to say. I don't know why I can't seem to let it all out to him.

Over?
It had to end. I just didn't see it coming but whatever is happening today, I know God has a perfect plan for that. Even if I have to stop having contact with him. What we were doing is wrong. Having a continuous show of affection through physical intimacy at this early age is wrong. Right?

And so this is the consequence of loving someone so much that you disregard other things. This is the consequence of my sins. Here I am, humbly receiving what I deserve.