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For the basics, I'm Aurea, most of the people around me call me Rea. I'm still a student, not just in school but also in life.
I'm someone who wants to write and savour the things in life and what I've learned in it.
I am already convinced that there is a God and that my life has a purpose.
I've been in the Philippines since I was born and soon enough, I'll travel the world
with the one I'm meant to be with.I am so thirsty for experience. I constantly kiss change for the better. |
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This blog is to the memories I've treasured. This is to the people that kept me living and kept me intact with who I'm supposed to be. This is for my creator who planned my life.
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October
I miss substantially typing about things.October, you helped me alot. You're the month I never thought would change me and mold me into something new. I've met a lot of people but I never thought I'd meet you. It's rather bizarre to think that someone like you exists. You're so empowered by your past that it consumes you until now. I don't know how to see it but my eyes think you're beautiful. It's complicated, you're complicated. You're driven by the things you know and the things that trigger you to be. You're much complicated than love--I think. Because you've overcome it, you've overcome what some people never would. Why? Why did you come into my life? Were you going to be the one who will help me forget my past? Were you supposed to be someone I need to change or let go? This is traumatic, you see. What you do with your hands attract me. The words you speak of make me think at night. You're influential. I think you know that. I think I have feelings for you but I'm scared. It's terrific to think of me falling off the edge for you, not because I don't trust you but because things change more than they usually do. Things change and i don't want to regret. Should I be called a coward for that? Should I be called a coward for trying to be in the safe zone so I won't lose someone like you? I don't want to lose you, not because I want you forever but because you have something I need. Something I've been looking for. I cannot really explain the spark I feel when you're near but it's so rare. It's rare. And now I'm trying my best to keep you from chains, to keep you from my expectations and the walls i am used to make. I don't want to make another mistake and let you go. If I made a mistake, it's trusting you and secretly opening my heart to you without you knowing. But I guess you will make me better. You will make me feel stronger. You will lift me up and it doesn't matter if I fall down.. It happens and it will happen. So I'll take the risk and live life. But I promise I won't promise because i don't want to hurt you. No, I don't. 11:20 pm
Must get immune.
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